Ah, the Tar Pit that beast night all encompassing night that binds lids to questing eyes a totality of darkness back to the dark soothing black back to the thump thump thump of the heart and distant roar of rushing blood The Tar pit it binds and winds flat but the very absence of light is blessed immobility removing the torment of choice for without that brazen blaze all the dimished objects of strife flayed to bone on bare blown hills are hid all the dust and chips all the tight twists of pain are smothered in this hot sticky velvet Oh, if these mutterless moments this surcease from buffet and wail could but carry me through the stab and slice of hours but this is denied for darkness becomes a glove of hunger and I lay on my bed of pain every pore a sharp prickle the sheets a damp leaden tangle holding me to place the warm moment of descent and relief is gone

(anon)